a distillation

“Flex 9″ oil on canvas 6″ x 6”


I’ve often wondered if a space can call out, have a voice…  I feel that my studio has that spirit.  Whenever I turn the key and slowly push open the heavy old oak door, after a time away, it seems to whisper to me “Hey, where’ve you been?  Oh never mind, what are we doing today?”

Sure, I know, a bit of nonsense on my part, but whenever I’m away, I sense it’s waiting for me and I’m always anxious…. to start working again as soon as I return and quickly get myself into that quiet, meditative ‘zone’, enabled by solitude and necessary psychological space.

The Minch can be easing itself through a storm, the world will be agonising about its latest crisis, and my greatest worldly concern is, for that treasured time, how many hours of good light are left for work that day.


“Flex 11″ oil on canvas 6″ x 6”

I feel safe here and the task is as simple or as complicated as it needs to be. My eyes seem to be drawn constantly to the horizon across the Inner Sound and The Minch,  through my windows and back again to the canvas, regardless of what I’m currently working on. The endless dance of light out there and the energy and tension at play around the line where sea and sky meet, informs so much of what I do.


“Flex 6″ oil on canvas 16″ x 16”


The line. That line. Always a line. It defines, delineates, divides, connects, flows, reaches, ties, energises.

A preoccupation which all art demands, and which all artists recognise: getting lost in the making, and being present throughout every mark.  A mindful, focused burning of the hours we’re allotted here on this spinning globe. The light will fade and the day will draw to a close.  The marks I’ve made will hopefully whisper something to me, but not always. It’s usually a struggle, but I’m always aware that this focus is a privilege.  Every day is a battle to find meaning in the line and the light. Always, always hoping to capture some ‘essence’ or other, to create something which might resonate or sing, even.


“Flex 16″ oil on canvas 6″ x 6”


And when I’m done, and the fire in the wood stove has burnt low, I look up and think about the other things I should be worrying about.  A good day is one spent from end to end in my studio.


“Flex 14″ oil on canvas 6″ x 6”


Work, for me, is a distillation, a long maturing; the tangible product of a journey. In this culture which now only seems to value the instant, these values of training, crafting, honing one’s skills and vision, of experience, “earning your stripes”, to quote a fine painter friend, seem old-fashioned. Our world today demands that everything is accessible and assumes that there are instant answers, skills and solutions, not to mention shortcuts. There ARE no shortcuts to content, to quality or thought worthy of holding our attention for more than 2 minutes.


“Flex 15″ oil on canvas 6″ x 6”


“Flex 8″ oil on canvas 16″ x 16”


The professional artist’s life is not for the faint-hearted and isn’t a road that many want to travel. Being a creative is a strange life of extremes – either high or low, ebb or flow, feast or famine, and a solitary life, for me, at least.

Being judged by some, in the context of the commercial sale of your work is maybe an inevitable part of the process – it goes with the territory, as some say, but this is the last thing an artist seeks. Engagement and involvement is what we hope for.  Buying art is often open only to the few, and as artists we have to recognise that while there may be many who admire our work and connect with what we do, there is a much smaller community who have the means to acquire what they like.

We may paint to live, but we live to paint.



“Flex 10″ oil on canvas 6″ x 6”


16 oils are featuring in the Gullane Art Gallery’s summer exhibition during July 2017.


4 thoughts on “a distillation

  1. Inspirational, beautiful and deeply thoughtful. Thank you for opening up your life as an artist. The search for beauty as a creative is a tough one and you bring spirit and soul from the world around us together with your inner self directly to the canvas.

    1. Thanks Annie, that’s so thoughtful – it’s what we both try to do, isn’t it, I on canvas and paper and you with words? A lonely pursuit but I wouldn’t swap it with anything/where/one else!

  2. Enjoyed reading this and viewing your lovely pieces as I scrolled through. I admire where your life’s journey has taken you and your description of the solitude of your studio is wonderful.

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